Grandpa's death anniversary

Indian grandfather's death anniversary today! Time flies. He passed away in 2007? Or 2008. So many years ago but really just feels like ytd. I rmb everything so vividly! When the body arrived at my grandma's house my grandma was "scolding" him lor. For leaving her alone on planet Earth. :( So heartbreaking. But I'm not that attached to my Indian side of the family. More attached to the chinese side coz I can communicate with them better. I dont understand tamil mah. So communication breakdown.

I still rmb last year on this very day, it was the first time I cried tears of joy. I know very slow lah, 15 years old then have tears of joy. At that time, it was just horrible for me. It was so bad, I felt really bad about myself, studies sucked, band creating so much trouble. And my uncle just told me 1 sentence. I'm not going to say it here because its really corny/cheesy u all will laugh at me!! But it meant so much it practically turned my life around and I was just so happy for myself. I couldnt wait for a new beginning. I sat on my bed and prayed and cried happily. :') K you all wouldnt understand this whole para coz u dont know what was the main reason I was down. Not boyfriend or anything hor. Just family stuff and a huge battle within myself.

At the end of the day, I'm happy to be me. And im proud of me. :) U all should be too. Whether you are the able/disabled, good-looking/average-looking, smart/noob, you should be happy to be who you are, to have what you already have and just do your best at everything. I mean like, just be happy lah. Do whatever makes u happy. :)

Jewell that sao gao ma convinced me to go USS tmr. Im scared of roller coasters lehhhh but she say until got a lot of other attractions so she win lah. But im excited! ^^ With a tinge of nervousness la. But AIYA I WONT DIE RIGHT SO YAH.

Oh and I luvvvvvvvvvvvvvv disney songs leh!!!! Damn jumpy lor the tune. Makes me feel like dancing. Lengkee YEC should dance to disney songs lor! I will be more enthu. Hahaha. The song im dancing to is I Like It and Tik Tok. and a little bit of Eenie Meenie by Justin Bieber. I wanted to dance for Eenie Meenie leh BUT LUCKILY I NEVER I SAW THE DANCE OREADY OMG SO DIFFICULT. So luckily I went out with the comperes people on Wednesday and skipped that dance practice ^^

Ohh ya Wednesday I hosted the CCA and Leadership conference with Indra!! The only good thing that came out of it was the free jacket. LOL. Hahah no lah it was very scary and cold(!!!) backstage. Oh maybe thats why they gave us jackets. Hahahaha. A lot of changes in the whole programme and no one informed Indra or me lor -.- Luckily we randomly talked to the backstage crew if not we wouldnt have known. Imagine if we just followed the script we came up with. Die lor. So it was just mass communication breakdown. And after that we were supposed to lepak. Note the word lepak. Hahahaha but we ended up trekking. Indra got inspired by Joanne Soo and Lee Lin Hui from the Singapore Women's Everest Team and decided to start his expedition that evening already. Hahahahaha! But it was fun leh! I will totally do it again!!! :D Heehee.

And week 2 of the holidays coming to an end!!! :( I just started studying only. Time to get my shit together if i dont want to say "GG" when I get my MST results. So I will study tonight! :)